I'm so frustrated with myself for not taking a break. My initial plan was to take a 2 months break after my internship then sign on but things changed along the way and there's no pause now.
Now, I realize how precious sleep is, those lazing around time when we complain we're bored. Ahh, it'll be so nice to enjoy it once again.
Well, I guess that's just part and parcel of life, the experience and learning never stops, that's a good thing though :)
On a different note, I need a hobby! Something that will keep me active and going.. I guess I've got something to think about tonight :) Now, it's back to work and I'm looking forward to a good rest.
Monday blues.. I'll be experiencing you once again and Friday.. I long for you :)
Have a great week ahead everyone!
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Saturday, July 2, 2011
I hear you're doing fine, seems like you're doing well, as far as I can tell
May you be blessed with all the great things life has to offer,
May all your wishes and dreams come true,
May you always find happiness and peace wherever you may be....
May all your wishes and dreams come true,
May you always find happiness and peace wherever you may be....
conditioned dreAms?
I want a carefree life.. well, don't we all? like a child living in a world where everyone is equal and evil doesn't exist.. where worries and trouble were unheard of and dreams were..dreams.. dreams that made life seem sensible.
I remember making list when i was 16 of things I would want to achieve by the time I reach my mid 20s.. Until I was 18, I considered that list my 'dream'. I'm reaching there.. yea, the age. As for the list, well i don't know what happened to it.. and I don't even know what was on it.
So, I guess I didn't have a dream after all.. how can you forget your dream right? I feel I'm at a point in life where I'm the middle of an empty road.. nope there's no path to choose from.. yea, the road less taken or often taken doesn't exist.
I don't have a plan! I don't know where I'm heading. I find it amusing that we spend more than 23 years of our lives studying.. for what? to get a job at the end? climb up the corporate ladder and then what?? die? hmmm, interesting.
Our lives are so planed out that we're conditioned to think that you have to go through your primary, tertiary, and higher education.. only then can you work and become somebody in life?
Now, I remember part of my list, it was to attend college, get a degree and work in a field that I'm passionate about.. these were the 'conditioned' dream I listed down. So, these conditioned dreams have been fulfilled.. kind of.
Today, I'm gonna make a new list. Of MY dreams. What I want to achieve.
Yes, it includes Rapping ;) someday.. one day i will RAP! :)
I remember making list when i was 16 of things I would want to achieve by the time I reach my mid 20s.. Until I was 18, I considered that list my 'dream'. I'm reaching there.. yea, the age. As for the list, well i don't know what happened to it.. and I don't even know what was on it.
So, I guess I didn't have a dream after all.. how can you forget your dream right? I feel I'm at a point in life where I'm the middle of an empty road.. nope there's no path to choose from.. yea, the road less taken or often taken doesn't exist.
I don't have a plan! I don't know where I'm heading. I find it amusing that we spend more than 23 years of our lives studying.. for what? to get a job at the end? climb up the corporate ladder and then what?? die? hmmm, interesting.
Our lives are so planed out that we're conditioned to think that you have to go through your primary, tertiary, and higher education.. only then can you work and become somebody in life?
Now, I remember part of my list, it was to attend college, get a degree and work in a field that I'm passionate about.. these were the 'conditioned' dream I listed down. So, these conditioned dreams have been fulfilled.. kind of.
Today, I'm gonna make a new list. Of MY dreams. What I want to achieve.
Yes, it includes Rapping ;) someday.. one day i will RAP! :)
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
November already?!
YEAY!!! my favourite time of the year is approaching. Christmas is almost here, and boy am I counting down the days. 52 more days!! I can't wait!! :D On a different note, didn't 2010 fly by?? I can clearly remember New Year's Day, all the birthdays we celebrated at the beginning of the year.
This year has been amazing so far *touch wood* I've learnt a lot, found myself, decided what i want to do with my life, and set my goals. The biggest lesson I learnt this year is that at the end of the day, family is always going to be there for you no matter what the circumstances are. They'll will die with you and you with them. Plus, I found peace within myslef and I thank God for that.
Once again, I always say this to those I'm close to "No one can make you as happy as you make yourself". That's why, I've dedicated more time this year for ME time and it feels good to take care and spend on yourself :D
Other than that, I've formed new friendships with people I never knew I would and at the same time strengthen and rekindled older friendships.
I also grew much closer to my siblings this year and that's something I treasure :D
Basically, that's it for now. I need head to church as it's All Souls Day today.
take care!! God Bless! <3
This year has been amazing so far *touch wood* I've learnt a lot, found myself, decided what i want to do with my life, and set my goals. The biggest lesson I learnt this year is that at the end of the day, family is always going to be there for you no matter what the circumstances are. They'll will die with you and you with them. Plus, I found peace within myslef and I thank God for that.
Once again, I always say this to those I'm close to "No one can make you as happy as you make yourself". That's why, I've dedicated more time this year for ME time and it feels good to take care and spend on yourself :D
Other than that, I've formed new friendships with people I never knew I would and at the same time strengthen and rekindled older friendships.
I also grew much closer to my siblings this year and that's something I treasure :D
Basically, that's it for now. I need head to church as it's All Souls Day today.
take care!! God Bless! <3
Saturday, October 9, 2010
PROJEK PISTOL it doesn't any better than this :))
An amazingly talented Malaysian modern rock band.
Saw Boy Clifford performing at a bar in TTDI a couple of times.
He rocks the crowd like mad. It's like a rock concert everytime he gets on stage. Pure talent! A few months ago he was signed by Neo Gedang Records as the lead singer of Projek Pistol.
Their songs are mostly in malay and it sounds soooo good!
check out animositi and wanita seluruh dunia
Their debut STEREO ANDROMEDA is worth investing in! :D getting my copy next week :D
I'm gonna blast it like madddd and rock out. Do check them out live if you get a chance. it's UH-MAZING!!
Saw Boy Clifford performing at a bar in TTDI a couple of times.
He rocks the crowd like mad. It's like a rock concert everytime he gets on stage. Pure talent! A few months ago he was signed by Neo Gedang Records as the lead singer of Projek Pistol.
Their songs are mostly in malay and it sounds soooo good!
check out animositi and wanita seluruh dunia
Their debut STEREO ANDROMEDA is worth investing in! :D getting my copy next week :D
I'm gonna blast it like madddd and rock out. Do check them out live if you get a chance. it's UH-MAZING!!
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