I'm so frustrated with myself for not taking a break. My initial plan was to take a 2 months break after my internship then sign on but things changed along the way and there's no pause now.
Now, I realize how precious sleep is, those lazing around time when we complain we're bored. Ahh, it'll be so nice to enjoy it once again.
Well, I guess that's just part and parcel of life, the experience and learning never stops, that's a good thing though :)
On a different note, I need a hobby! Something that will keep me active and going.. I guess I've got something to think about tonight :) Now, it's back to work and I'm looking forward to a good rest.
Monday blues.. I'll be experiencing you once again and Friday.. I long for you :)
Have a great week ahead everyone!
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Saturday, July 2, 2011
I hear you're doing fine, seems like you're doing well, as far as I can tell
May you be blessed with all the great things life has to offer,
May all your wishes and dreams come true,
May you always find happiness and peace wherever you may be....
May all your wishes and dreams come true,
May you always find happiness and peace wherever you may be....
conditioned dreAms?
I want a carefree life.. well, don't we all? like a child living in a world where everyone is equal and evil doesn't exist.. where worries and trouble were unheard of and dreams were..dreams.. dreams that made life seem sensible.
I remember making list when i was 16 of things I would want to achieve by the time I reach my mid 20s.. Until I was 18, I considered that list my 'dream'. I'm reaching there.. yea, the age. As for the list, well i don't know what happened to it.. and I don't even know what was on it.
So, I guess I didn't have a dream after all.. how can you forget your dream right? I feel I'm at a point in life where I'm the middle of an empty road.. nope there's no path to choose from.. yea, the road less taken or often taken doesn't exist.
I don't have a plan! I don't know where I'm heading. I find it amusing that we spend more than 23 years of our lives studying.. for what? to get a job at the end? climb up the corporate ladder and then what?? die? hmmm, interesting.
Our lives are so planed out that we're conditioned to think that you have to go through your primary, tertiary, and higher education.. only then can you work and become somebody in life?
Now, I remember part of my list, it was to attend college, get a degree and work in a field that I'm passionate about.. these were the 'conditioned' dream I listed down. So, these conditioned dreams have been fulfilled.. kind of.
Today, I'm gonna make a new list. Of MY dreams. What I want to achieve.
Yes, it includes Rapping ;) someday.. one day i will RAP! :)
I remember making list when i was 16 of things I would want to achieve by the time I reach my mid 20s.. Until I was 18, I considered that list my 'dream'. I'm reaching there.. yea, the age. As for the list, well i don't know what happened to it.. and I don't even know what was on it.
So, I guess I didn't have a dream after all.. how can you forget your dream right? I feel I'm at a point in life where I'm the middle of an empty road.. nope there's no path to choose from.. yea, the road less taken or often taken doesn't exist.
I don't have a plan! I don't know where I'm heading. I find it amusing that we spend more than 23 years of our lives studying.. for what? to get a job at the end? climb up the corporate ladder and then what?? die? hmmm, interesting.
Our lives are so planed out that we're conditioned to think that you have to go through your primary, tertiary, and higher education.. only then can you work and become somebody in life?
Now, I remember part of my list, it was to attend college, get a degree and work in a field that I'm passionate about.. these were the 'conditioned' dream I listed down. So, these conditioned dreams have been fulfilled.. kind of.
Today, I'm gonna make a new list. Of MY dreams. What I want to achieve.
Yes, it includes Rapping ;) someday.. one day i will RAP! :)
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